i hate dogssss! its a long story n i shant elaborate, just tt i met 2 dogs consecutively when i was walking to work, den this dog run after my car when i was driving. come to think of it, i had an unpleasant encounter with a dog when walking back home from tuition in sec 2 in the rain. argh, i was already desperate n he came to scare me. yuck.

yeah, alone in office again, leong pangsehh! blurheeee.. i got my new computer already. damndamn cool. but hor, no word y ahh?> we got windows XP home leh, n e person forgot to giv us e free webcam, den i cant connect to internet cos e plug in line there chaota!!! meaning kena lightning lehhh. i damn zadao lohhh. ok la, sian alrdy, break over.. byebye..

aiyo, nth to blog abt. me arh, brought tarot cards. hehe.. i duno la, felt abitbit eerie liao le..

today me alone in office, haha, leong and chun not there, den tok to caren abt REDANG. den she got interested also, kept on bugging me abt e redang thingy. hehe n my senior editor kuilee is getting married.

den i was being toiled in office, looking ard for books. cheeeep labour. den i ran to n fro to main office n my office until e guard tink i xiaoxiao liao.. he kept on smiling wryly at me... den today ate mac's mix cone, its choc and vanilla lehh!!! hehe, spore dunhaf one.. yumyum.....

aiya, today driving uncle pangseh me again!!! he pangseh me yesterday also., duno rly wen i can finish learning driving liao..... kinda sien these days. boooo!

aiyo, i am bored and so screwed. haiz.....
i duno wad is happening.. boohoo... i think ntu is great but i dun really like e pp who are gg to be my classmates okay.
yesterday went into singapore, then go for the hi-tea blahblah, impressed. thanks CHun for e lift, or rather thanks to her dad... hehe

then i met up with SHUQI!!! hehe, then we shopped shopped and shopped. so happy, thanks to qiqi who came out w me!!! haha... yup.we rly had a fun time, must catch up more!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then wad did i do? btw SUn's traffic home is damn fast yadayada, so had a fun journey also lahh. den i am currently playing a prank on kangwei, hope he'll reply me la.. boo, update laterrs... but i am bloody tired now lehhhh , bones r falling apart. hehe, n later learning driving. yadayada, canceled my tuition cos too tired.

next sat stil must prepare for Archi interview...haiz.. wish me gd lucks!!!!!!!!!!

SAD.. i duno why but i am just sad. i dun understand it at all

okay i got an offer for accountancy at SMU also. but i dunno, i wished they would say sth like 'ahha! u have got offer for a double degree too!' u get wad i mean?! haiz.. sigh.. but last para it says, "as an elite student of SMU, u have an option to take a double degree or another major from other schools....." it sounded general n i seriously wouldnt wana think wad it meant, tt means that i may not be gg SMU at all, cos i cant get any scholarships there and i have no accomodation.....

i am really luan luan, i feel just like quitting, okayy, i feel just like quitting my life not just my job. i am overwhelmed by many things, i am just to ambitious that i wana achieve more thann i can. Like i wana be e nice sweet lil' girl i everyone's eyes as well as i wan to be that evil devil also...

shit man, i miss dwelling in church, i think all this emptiness comes from it. i admit it. i have BACKSLIDED> so lazy that i never even read e bible already. but i have to say that i still pray and still believe in Him. but sth just happened recently strengthened my faith for Him, just hope that i will beat my own laziness and yahh, rejoice in Him. sometimes i just cant help it la... hehehe..

okayyy.. i am back from dinner feeling abit better. no inspiration to write. but DAMN, Rooney is voted by kids in england aged 9-13 i think to be their ideal next in line Prime Ministry if sth goes wrong w Blair. hahahahaha.. (((: so cute la he, a bit fat. but well, who says a soccer player dun haf brains??

blogging just to blog

boooo.... im bored at hm. one day leave, today's e prophet's bdae. i rly rly love my blog now. thankew for meimei amy karboon yun ynay's tag! i wana keep this alive so keep on taggin me yahhh! ((:

as for accountancy, i am unsure whether i am going to accept it. i am under stress in making a decision. n i need to build a portfolio in 10days' time for the architecture interview. i hope i will impress em. i wouldnt want to deprive any others of their chance but i wouldnt want to deprive myself of a chance in confirming myself. i need to build my confidence i think. after being such a mundane person for MONTHS.

okay, i need sth to brighten up my dulldull life. hoping to go REDANG. n leong is going to redang this fri n sat so he is not coming for work. =S i so envy him, first go climb e Kluang mountain den now go redang. it is going to cost me $$ but i still wana take a break!!! n refresh myself, widen my horizon before i go back to skl. tho i cant wait to go back to skl.

haha, cant imagine i said that. but after reading karboon's blog i realised its so difficult to get 1st class honours. will i be a mugger then?? -___-" i hope so. if i can ever mug mug n mug. haha. i hope i can see and expect more from my future school. ((:

i misss yoouuuuu........ not exactly who but ALL.....

i got offer from ntu for ACCOUNTANCY
yay!!
hahahaha, i am so happieee.. yep ((:

haha, as i have guessed, spore will fight w genting. dunworry GENTING, i will always be ther for you.. cos you deal w ringgit msia!!!! woohoo~~~~~~
hehehe, i got a letter from nus! for e aptitude test. but i haven got anything from smu nor ntu, at least i went smu for interview, pp haven all gotten their letters... worries
i liked e way karboon blogs, wana learn from her. hehes
ntuntuntuntu, where are you? where is your letter.......
when should i quit my job?? haiz.......

i got architecture NUS interview!
hehe, i love it and wish me luck!. found a long lost fren, love her lotsa! :)

SMU has 9000 applicants but 1100 places
NUS 20000 applicants 6000 places
NTU 20000 applicants 4700 places. i hope i will get wad i wanted.

my interview is on thursday leong just told me that tmr is 14th. haha, if not i will nv know. thank GOD. yep. im feeeling terrible. probably due to some occurances in office. ms GIam took halfday off den i slacked much, checking mails n such aha. yep, but that is not e pt. emmmm..... i seriously seriously hope that sth do happen n sth else do not happen.
n i wana quit but i wana earn enuff for my new phone. i want my N6680. hope i have enuff to buy em. not out yet in msia so i think e price will e sky when it comes out. wana wait for it to drop... =S
not gg KL, stay in JB cos taking no pay leave today. this mth nv do OT. how ar?? no money liao. my house fused. okay. some fuse fused. hahaa. den most of my place cant on lights. its so scarreyy when it occure, mum say she say the thunder stroke v near me. n it was BLOODY LOUD. i was so freaked out n my hse loomed into darkness. haiz. shits. gona live in e dark n my slacks r stil in wash, no electricity how?
haha, for ground floor only, first floor where i am has electricity which explain why i can blog. urgh.
i wana knoe mr timothy lim seng yen i think. he is 17 n is accepted into HARVARD, STANFORD, OXFORD. he chose stanford in e end, he haven complete his A levels stil. he got 800 for math n 750 for verbal in SAT. then he is track champ in his sch, plays violin, guitar n piano. such a brilliant guy. msian, knows french english malay blahblah, but no chinese. who cares. most imptly, HE IS CUTEEEEEEEEEE! hahahaha. Harvard only accept 2 msians per yr n he is not gg?! OMG, waste such a chance. then his father is a doc n scientist, mom a charteered accountant so he is LOADED. shit man. i WANT him. can anyone intro??
hahaha

haha gal, i wanto go also, can i hitch a ride last min if i were to go?
anyway, i got this interview on SMU on fri 4pm, u reckon im gona make it?
haha, u din wake me up, im supposed to be awake too, no probs! n i wana go shop again la.
pimply face me now. argh!

okay, there is this guy who sounded like EDWARD, my housemaster in Oldham Hall called me during work n tell me im down for an interview!! yay!!!! under e sch of ACCOUNTANCY. one step nearer to bcom an accountant. Well, i can take ACCA in JB, there is sunway, Crescendo and a bunch of other never-heard-of colleges offering that course. haha, n i think it will b cheaper than SMU. i may never go KL. haiz, sorry weixin, if u r reading this.

I hope i can get aptitude tests for NUS also, for architecture, *freaking out much.

and i realised that pp can be so cold-blooded. even as im so faraway from them, i can froze from wad i heard n feel abt them. well, it may be wrong. but it may be true too, there is always a basis for wadeva that is being said right? I hope I am wrong but somehow my heart tells mne otherwise, okay, im being self-deluded. Motive-ridden actions and vested interests are translated and interpreted by me into purely out-of-the-heart actions. which makes me puke now. how naive i was! no, hoe BLINDED i was.

im reading a book abt this Jap gurl. haha, her childhood, its pretty interesting n i have yet to find out wad it means by walking sedately. How can a girl and a dog walk sedately? tEL me pleaSSse.

haha, i got shortlisted for interview for SMU! OMG!!
yeah, i know yun is bored at home so i decided to blog for you to read.
Im gona quit soon. THink im ill treated at my office.
i cant get back into the conference rm n my workload is huge!!!!!!!
horrible, n yet they pay me little.
so im gona quit.
hehe, im gona watch the pacifier. i wana watch LOTR 3. watched it, damned impressed! yaya!!!!!!
hohohohoho.
I broke my nail, horribly pain. had my menses. so yesterday was a day of bloo..
horrible. so i put off my plan of gg spore FILA warehse sale. pain!!!
my nail in a horrible state. blood wooze out. oh, its my toenail. horrible!!!!!
miss all. love da shopping yun!
busy watching tv, too many gd shows!
<3

hahahahaha, i am alone in office today.
cos leong n chun took leave.. :'(
but had sushi for lunch. wad an irony.
shuxin ate sushi for lunch
till laters. i wan a new blogskin!!!