Friday, July 14, 2006
its me its me!
wahahaa.. this will be my profile pict lah!
Sunday, June 18, 2006
since noone is gona visit this place anw
so here it goes
Accounting I - B+
Financial Management - B
Marketing - A-
Statistics - A-
hahaha! =D yay n im offered double spec. gonna give it a try but dunno what yet. LOL
Friday, June 02, 2006
im half sian-ed. maybe its the post meeting syndrome. i cannot tell myself to be happy everytime after it. cos i dunno. i feel like as if i didnt do a gd job. if i think so, everybody will think so. whatever, i must stand by my beliefs and whatever i said.. yes. standing by. i should have a set of ideas that i really feel for. like my own ideas. somehow, though my ideas are heard.. sometimes its just HEARD. to be listened. i have to give in anyway.
sometimes, i wonder if im the a. cult i am. cos my cult and me don't work together. and im rly busy. and she is giving me the dont care attitude. i have to remind her to do things tt we're supposed to do. i give in to her ideas which she feels tt its inferior to mine. i don;t know if im supposed to feel this way.
why is it that it is so hard for me to return to the enthusiastic me? why are there always different obstacles for me to overcome. just like im trying to swim against the tide. instead of progessing, im slowly gg the wrong way. when i want to contribute and find back my passion to complete my term nicely, i find it really hard. sometimes the feeling is heartwarming, sometimes i feel that my existence isnt impt at all. so why is that im making that effort? maybe i shld hypnotise myself more. tell myself i can do it and that everybody welcomes me and will help me and will consider (not only to listen) my ideas.
ok, should always refresh myself and start with a good attitude. above are just grumblings, pls DO NOT judge me by what i said. hail
Monday, May 22, 2006
i love my class! aj0903
they are forever remembered!!
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
|You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish|
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
hmm. im sad. cos of cos of cos of.. what do you think?
this is ripped from lindy
's page.. i'm really awed. n disgusted.
--- this is a repost from my spaces ----
i'm here again whining. i can't seem to stop whining.. cos i simply CAN'T GET TO STUDY. it took me one day to semicomplete an expanded tutorial. omfg,hw inefficient.i cant CALM DOWN.. and i need to calm down..someone let me whine to you can? *cry cry..
sigh i nv learn, always ended up panicky and unprepared..if i cant calm down i can possibly study..yesterday i did some quality studying tho..i duno what is happeninG to me..being so unrepentful..my positive hyped up energy of just 1 hr ago is replaced by s.t.r.e.s.s.. its overwhelming me.i wana cling on sth..yet im reluctant..ahhh!! shuxin wake up stop whining n pls calm down.fuck.omfg..i wan to whine whine whine whine whine whine whine. i know its my 3rd entry today.but i cant seem to study efficiently.kns..hurhur..sobssobs.kangwei!!pls pickup my phone..im still at seminar 5 for fm n i aint have time to study foR it lah. fuck fuck fuck. ah.feel like fuckin' everything la.craps..
ah someone offer me sweets, hugs, icecreams, kisses, chocs, bananas, fries, coke, cherries, oranges, sinful stuffs. cheese prata.. AHHHHH!!!!!!!! FUCK!
yay! kang's calling me in awhile, she's in gd fri's service. i know i shld be singing praises of Him reading e bible n such but well......ahhhh.i've sinned..so much against my weak will n poor soul..i shall start calling people one by one to whine..