wahahaa.. this will be my profile pict lah!

pretty satisfactory.
since noone is gona visit this place anw
so here it goes

Accounting I - B+
Financial Management - B
Marketing - A-
Statistics - A-

hahaha! =D yay n im offered double spec. gonna give it a try but dunno what yet. LOL

im half sian-ed. maybe its the post meeting syndrome. i cannot tell myself to be happy everytime after it. cos i dunno. i feel like as if i didnt do a gd job. if i think so, everybody will think so. whatever, i must stand by my beliefs and whatever i said.. yes. standing by. i should have a set of ideas that i really feel for. like my own ideas. somehow, though my ideas are heard.. sometimes its just HEARD. to be listened. i have to give in anyway.

sometimes, i wonder if im the a. cult i am. cos my cult and me don't work together. and im rly busy. and she is giving me the dont care attitude. i have to remind her to do things tt we're supposed to do. i give in to her ideas which she feels tt its inferior to mine. i don;t know if im supposed to feel this way.

why is it that it is so hard for me to return to the enthusiastic me? why are there always different obstacles for me to overcome. just like im trying to swim against the tide. instead of progessing, im slowly gg the wrong way. when i want to contribute and find back my passion to complete my term nicely, i find it really hard. sometimes the feeling is heartwarming, sometimes i feel that my existence isnt impt at all. so why is that im making that effort? maybe i shld hypnotise myself more. tell myself i can do it and that everybody welcomes me and will help me and will consider (not only to listen) my ideas.

ok, should always refresh myself and start with a good attitude. above are just grumblings, pls DO NOT judge me by what i said. hail hypocrites!

they are forever remembered!!