i want to waste my life away. was watching television just now. as usual.. saw the fates of old man 70 yrs old, leading a solitary life, his kin just left him there for four yrs alone after he was discharged from a hospital.

what is the pt of living? rather studying? u achieve nothing and ur kids cheat u of ur $$ and tts the end of the world, sth like that is happening in spore. i believe many worse cases can be seen elsewhere in this world.

our world is aging. can we knock some sense into these selfish pple that we need the elderlys. they are the valuables to society. i am not gg to rattle on but to write down sth i wish i could do before i am 21.

1) not go to school FOREVER.

2) dreams come true.

3) fly on a plane, its true i havent been on a plane. (hey you, dont laugh! i will hate u forever for that smirk on ur face.)

4) live in harry potter land.

5) hiking? i want it been there done that. oh hey, i wana experience all fields in obs too. never been one, all thks to a stupid ankle fracture.

6) diving? wana learn proficient swimming b4 i could do w that.

7) own a car myself. hafta sell my butt for it. ( ASSES for sale, big ass! value for money, leloong! anyone?)

8) be intellectual. (how on earth i can be intellectual w/o gg school? i know i sound ignorant. bks, magazines. do u know hw much a TIMES mag costs in retail? its 7sth. hey that is daylight robbery man! knowlegde < money?? )

9) seen everything and know everything so that i can get engaged in conversations and not feel lost. ( glutton me just wana be an expert in al fields. haiz. haiz. )

10) shag someone. (heh, maybe this is my wildest dream. someone does not pt to anyone specific k)

***** most impt pt: i wana be comfortable w myself, BE myself and proud of myself. confidence is the key to my dreams come true. :))