rly annoyed by everything, if dad doesnt get streamyx then i think i will die ahh. internet sucks. taking so long time to load anything. n kept not receiving msges on MSN.fuck! yah, still not i a gd mood, plain pmsing lahhh. was watching beautiful illustrations. haha, love all the actors inside ah, regret din started watching earlier.

sian. tmr 8am meeting uncle, lets see what my situation will be then. seriously lack of sleep.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz....

i realised that i just having a grumpy personality. i guess i am just not gd at being friends. i pissed the whole world off. i feel so useless let kangwei to be so annoyed w me lo. cos she has never been like that to me. she is e one who used to take a lot of effort to maintain contact w me even when i am in msia. she dun bother abt e sms fees to msia. now, she is so annoyed that she is ignoring me la. well, i admit i am childish. cant afford to lose her. she is my bestest friend. tho we rly drifted apart cos i dun rly know wad is gg on in her life. n she doesnt know much abt mine too.. oh, i am so useless la, i am rly useless la. fuck........

sianz.zz..z. hope this get thru..... my internet sucksss. tmnet is lousy!!!